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Crescent-Moon20
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Desperate

Posted by Crescent-Moon20 - April 8th, 2023

I don't know when I will be discharged from the hospital. Probably not or so... I'm such a failure because this one guy ruined my life. He goes by the name of Shawn (most notable for his OC that have 3 versions; we blocked each other for a very very long time, then found out he has account here), and whenever I keep remembering what he said, it gave me nightmares all the time, like no matter how hard I try to make my art better, I will never be as good to what he writes on the prompts for his AI to create art for himself and to his OCs for his personal gain.


I tried to hone my skills for many years despite not graduating, I work so hard to draw something good. But now... I just feel like I want to give up being an artist... I even dreamt myself of becoming an animator but now, I won't be able to because of the current AI that is happening.


I'm not getting any good either as I'm having insomnia and experiencing seizures too. I lose over to him. I'm desperate and hard to move on because of him. I only wish I was in a coma for so long. I really don't want to stay in this wicked world I'm living.

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iZer-0

Please don't say that and all, I'm here and you're not alone. I know you will become better than him. :'( *Supporting and caring hugs.*

Crescent-Moon20

thank you, brother. im very happy that you keep supporting me and my art together. i'll try to be strong again T_T *hugs*

SkylerToons

dont think like that
stay strong, I know u can do better than any AI user *supportive hug*

Crescent-Moon20

i will keep trying and improving once again, thank u for the support T_T *hugs*

Ginker1199

Stay strong, don't give up no matter what. ;w;

ai can not best the amazing original artworks made by the hearts and souls of human artists, ai can't even create proper hands with five fingers consistently, I love your artworks a lot they have beautiful feelings put into them and it saddens me deeply to read this.

By no means is original art dead, just as God is not dead, I wish you the best and a Happy Resurrection Sunday! <3

Crescent-Moon20

thank you for the kind words you've said, it makes me a lot better and cheer me up ;v;

i agree with you there. perhaps AI cannot beat the hearts and souls of every human artists around world. but even so, we must not let these companies steal more of our data and our hardwork especially in making art~ ;; ;; it is also evil to that these companies are making profit off of our art. it worries me that our creative industry will vanish and im scared of the future ;_;

i would also wanted to say that im deeply sorry for what you read here. it's true that im not getting any better because of AI as im more affected by it, i studied and learned to draw on my own without even graduating T_T and this person who ruined my life because of what he said, had made me even weaker... yet i still continued to draw. maybe that is the reason why i didnt give up and continued to draw as i learn and progress throughout the years. maybe soon i will become better ;w;

im more happier when you said about that and God is not dead. i believe in Him in all of my hearts and i pray for the best to me as well ;w; once again, i really thank you for your wonderful message, it really brings me light and smile once again. Happy Resurrection Sunday to you as well <3

SkylerToons

@Crescent-Moon20 np *hugs*

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