It has been like 6 months and I barely post anything here, I've never been this inactive and I would usually like to share my arts and even my OCs a lot. I just looked back at my account, and saw that I just posted 1 drawing for this year, and that's just a gift art for my friend, nothing else. Although, I have been checking a lot on X or Twitter to see news. One thing I could say about my current condition would be this drawing from Serge Birault: link.

Beside that, my work kept me busy ever since New Year of 2024 so I barely draw, and because AI is everywhere, I couldn't fucking find a good reference for me to study on my free time just to practice drawing again, it's bullshit and it frustrates me. And what's worse is my aunt died on April 2024 because of cancer making me feel even more distress, it is difficult to accept and hard to move on since my aunt is good and helped whenever I need something that needed to be done.

That's all and I'm just going to post my update that I'm not dead, but just having difficult time.